Sedih sungguh hari ini. Last day I will be seeing my supervisor Dr. Keith H. We will be having a farewell dinner tonite with his other two supervicees. Most probably at an Italian restaurant. Tak tahu lagi how it's going to be. It has been pouring since 4 p.m. and I am not keen on the idea of going out in this kind of weather. Not my cup of tea, anyway. A friend of mine, Chempakasari wondered why I should feel so sad of the idea of my supervisor resigning from his post. I know that I have often left people with the impression that my supervisor can be a slave driver some of the time (or should I say most of the time) and that he is quite strict in his own way. But I can't deny that he has been a wonderful supervisor. He is honest, fair, non-judmental and most of the time he believes in me more than I believe in myself. Those weekly meetings we had did help to lift up my somewhat fledgling spirit. Now that he is gone, I wonder who will pull me up when I am way way down -- buried under all the emotions and clearly plain laziness!